Does this make me a ?

I'm 16 and am confused about my uality and I'd appreciate some help figuring out which way I sway. I've only had one proper boyfriend, and we didn't last very long because I didn't feel comfortable at all with him and kissing him just didn't feel right at all. However when I kiss girls (usually when they're drunk) I like it. I also liked it when a female friend held my (though it was for a joke). To me this indicates that I'm a but I really can't imagine myself doing anything ual with a girl cos seem kinda disgusting. Thinking about myself with a guy ually doesn't trigure any reaction from me, but guy on guy turns me on - so i dont know what that signifies. I seem to get on with guys better as friends (again I don't know if that makes a difference) and many friends say loads of things I say sound very boyish. I like it when cute girls pay attention to me and I especially like Japanese girls cos they're so cute, but i don't know if thats just because I idolise them, and I do swoon at pictures of guys with defined bodies as well. So I'm just really confused.