Help me this ramadan?

I need help i do not love the guy im married to wil i have to live in misery forever or is their hope for me in islam he said he wil never divorce me and he never gave me my maher wat can i do im so depressed please Help me this ramadanI need help i do not love the guy im married to wil i have to live in misery forever or is their hope for me in islam he said he wil never divorce me and he never gave me my maher wat can i do im so depressed please